Friday, February 09, 2007

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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

i miz my sister...>

ahhhrrrggg.... ate cris i miss you sooo much.... kainis.... hehehe....
ohhh... finally, natapos din ang prelims... and oh, happy 'coz i just bought a new novel of paulo coelho... veronika decides to die... one of my new year's reso is to collect novels of paulo coelho or mitch albom or anywho... jejejejeje....
kowt ko lang to ah... "nothing in world happens by chance" -paulo coelho...


hapi bday ate!
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my friends, right after our class in lit... ai, kaso i wasn't able to cook yet that time so they waited for a while... hehehe...

Thursday, January 04, 2007

elevn minutes>

i've just finished reading this book of Paulo Coelho visam gave me as a present last christmas... just wanna quote this line from the novel
- "love one another, but don't try to possess one another".

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

hallur!!!>


Simbang gabi with aldo the photographer, kaya wala siya sa pic, hahaha... there's also jep, carla and kei... hazel attended the simbang gabi at ust with me til the 2nd to the last day... i finished it myself sa ust with my cuz, kasi nagsiuwian na sila lahat sa province nila... huhuhu... i can say, Fr. Ching's homily was the best, it was fun and tumatak talga sa utak ko mga sinabi niya... hahaha... hindi nga pala masyado masarap ang putobungbung at bibingka, huhuhu... masmatsalap pa taho... wakokoko... naloko kami ng mga nagtitinda, ang putobungbung parang bublegum, ang bibingka parang sponge... nyajajaja...
well anywayz, we celebrated Christmas at the Renaissance with my mom, ate car, kuya pedz, ate cris, kuya roehl and his family... we attended mass sa condo rin... then opened our christmas presents... it's Christmas! yahooo... we watched movie pala, MMFF... kaya lang super noypi lang napanuod namin, wala kasing mano po 5 sa SM sn laz... bulok! nyajajaja... kasama ko mom, ate car, kuya pedz, kuya bronson and harvey...

Friday, December 01, 2006

nonesense!>

la kwenta lahat...
i should make a difference in my life... how can i start? i should not commit the same mistakes... never again... so many times have i encountered the same consequences... i never learned my lesson... maybe the best thing i should do is that, stop it... stop entering into a new relationship, 'coz i'm just hurting myself... i've messed up my entire life looking for the right one... should not be the one looking for love, love will find its way through me... hahaha...


someday...
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"someday... someone's gonna love... the way, i wanted you to nedd me... someday... someone's gonna take your place... one day, i'll forget about you... you'll see, i won't even miss you... someday... someday... "
yeah right!!! someday... jejeje...

Monday, November 27, 2006

Adios>

last thursday, i accompanied my mom at The Renaissance, meralco ave. ... sa condo nila ate cris at ng hubby niya... i felt so lazy waking up early that day... ah, wala nga pala kasi kami pasok during tuesday and thursdays... i helped on packing my sister's things... she was leaving for singapore the next day... after fixing her things, the three of us went to megamall to spend some time together, we had our lunch around 2pm, went to the supermarket, then we went at Flawless for facial treatment... good thing i went there with my mom... hahaha... nalibre me...

we went back to the condo i think past 6pm, nilkad na lang namin pabalik kasi malapit lang sa kanil mega, then dumating na hubby niya, si kuya roehl, tapos we had our dinner together with kuya roehl's 2 brothers and their girlfriends... sa Pier One at Ortigas... after we ate our dinner, the guys ordered for some beer while telling stories and some funny jokes... i think i drunk almost three bottles of vodka ice... hehehe... si ate cris at kuya rhoel nagorder for me, while my mom's getting mad na kasi baka daw malasing ako... hahaha... duh? as if? funny how my sister got drunk, she only consumed almost a half a bottle of vodka... hahaha... malakas na daw ako uminom sa lagay na yun? hahaha...

hayfff... the next day, friday, flight ni ate cris, ayun, hinatid siya ng hubby niya sa airport, sad but that's what she wants eh... oh well, i wish her the best... i wish she'll be successfull in her career there... so that we'll be able to visit her one of these days... hahaha... love yah sis...


back from a vacation...
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"it's been a while... where should we begin... seems like forever..."
i wasn't able to visit my blog for a very long time... tinamad din ako kasi tagal ko na rin di nakakapagblog... well anywayz, i'll just post some things about what happened when i was out of the cyber world... nyajajaja...
as far as i could remember, my last post was when after i got sick... that was a very long entry... after that i had my sembreak at la union... dami nangyari di ko na maalala yung iba... hmmm... oh, one thing i can't forget was, one time when i decided to accompany my cousin kahreen on her date, together with her date's cousin tantan, we were caught! caught in the act, bad thing was, i was the one seen having a date when it wasn't really me... tantan and i were only chaperons... what happened was like this, while watching a movie, tantan and i decided to buy some food, we left kahreen and her date inside the movie house, so when we went out for a while, there was it, another cousin of mine, pedz, who was actually asked by my older sister to spy on us, saw me and tantan together thinking that i was the one having a date...
well whatever... i was so pissed off! i hated so much what my cousin did to us... okay okay, i'll admit it, tan was my bf then, but i didn't enjoy much the outing... i don't know... maybe because there was no more spark between us... i thought of breaking up with him so many times, but what's bothering me was that, his sister is a good friend of mine and that i don't know what to say... i'm happy i had the chance to meet his family, i felt good knowing your special someone's family... sarap pala feeling pag-legal, sad thing is on my side, when will i be able to let them meet someone???... hahaha...
yah right, i'm now again single... and very available... joke! hahaha... i don't want to enter into a new relationship for a while... maybe i should spend more time being single... realize that the true happiness isn't just found when your committed to someone... he's not a lost anyway... hahaha... yes, tantan's a nice person, smart and goodlooking, but it just seems to be over... it's over... i don't wan to pretend that our relationship is alright, it's a big damn stupidity... oh, we just broke up last saturday i think... we're almost in our 7th month... one of the longest relationships i had... hahaha...

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

I could have been a lifeless body now...>

a pic with my mom and one of my resident doctors... he's the cutest and nicest... nyajajaja... this was taken before we leave... nakauniform na ko, i had to go straight to ma'am ferrer to take my special exam in spanish...

i still have that tag where my name was written...remembrance...hahaha...

thank God for my second life... i could have been a cold lifeless body at this time if i wasn't brought to the hospital immediately... pesteng dengue yan... grabe... it started saturday morning just after the typhoon milenyo had passed, i had a fever, i wasn't able to eat well, kind of hard to breathe, i also started spewing blood... it went all through out till monday... the next day, i felt a bit better so i went to the school to have a check-up at our health service, the doctor gave me a list of medicines to take for 7 days... and asked me to have a cbc test... so i went immediately to the hospital... when i got home, i started heating up again... when my sister arrived, she immediately called my mom, and they decided to bring me to the hospital... carla was also there who were also very fretful... so when my eldest sister arrived with her husband, they immediately took me to the ust hospital... if i waited for 7 days like the doctor from our health service have said, i might be a corpse right now... i stayed more than a week at the hospital... i needed a blood platelet transfusion... i consumed 10 bags... and the dextrose, can't forget that 'coz they have infused it three times in my hand... the first was not that properly placed on my left hand, so they injected the needle at my right... the third time was, when after a few days my right hand started swelling so they transfered it once again to my left... it was my first time to be confined so i felt really afraid of the dextrose needle! hahaha... anlalaki nga nung butas sa kamay ko when they removed the dextrose eh... i had so many sleepless nights in the hospital for so many reasons indeed... my gabi na sobrang nangati ako... lumabas mga rushes ko, nagkaron ako ng mga redspots na maliliit... the next evening, one of my doctors asked me to drink something... pampapapupu pala yun para malinis daw yung stomach ko 'coz i have to be taken an ultrasound the next day... grabe, i had to go in and out of the bathroom with my dextrose along... nurses often came in to my room to check my BP, temperature, and the medtechs also took blood once every 4 hrs... feeling ko nga naubos na dugo ko... i think more than 20 times ako sinaksakan ng malalaking injection at super namaga na mga kamay ko... until now i still have mga pasa sa both hands ko... aside from the cbc testings they did, i have also taken an x-ray, and two times ultrasound... they found out na my mga complications sa lungs and liver ko kaya pla sumasakit tiyan ko and that i am not able to eat well... my tubig daw lungs ko kaya nahihirapan ako huminga and that was due to dengue... even my liver naapektuhan... i still have to go back after two weeks to have a check-up sa 2 doctors ko... there's a tendency na bumalik daw kc yung dengue ko... my gums are still bleeding actually... now i have also to take 2 kinds of medicine for 2 weeks... ahhhrrrggg... nakakalimutan ko pa naman... hahaha...

i thought i would be able to take the exmas in my 2 subjects but i failed to 'coz i was still in the hospital then... good thing i was able to take special exams... so there's no need for me to be INC and take a test on the next sem...thank you sa mga prof ko kay ma'am ferrer and syempre kay ma'am rodriguez who has been really nice to me... albeit i've been so makulit sa kakatext sa kanya... hahaha... i have to thank so many people grabe... if it wasn't for them i could have not made it here... i am so lucky that God has given me my family...
there's so so so much to say... wahhhhh...


what an experience talaga... thank God for this second chance... i wanted to die at that time when i felt so much pain... i thought i can't make it... sabi nga nila nangayayat ako eh... ikaw ba naman ang hindi makakain ng isang linggo... hahaha... now, i need not to magpapayat na this sembreak... hahaha... kaso super higpit na nila sakin... they won't even allow me to wear shorts! can you imagine that, i have to wear pajamas all day and make sure to use OFF... duh?

thank you sa mga classmates ko sa LM na nagpunta... alam niyo na kung sino sino kayo... especially to ALDO, GERBY and IYA na nagbantay sakin ng ilang oras at sinamahan ako habang nakawheel chair for my x-ray... thank you sa mga groupmates ko sa computer, sorry wala man lang ako nagawa KIM M., KIM ONG, TANYA and YANYAN... thank you din kay JEP at HAZEL sa pagbalik... thank you sa mga nagdasal para sakin... namiss ko kayo guys sobra... mejo lungkot lang kc kung kelan nakalabas na ako sembreak na... hahaha... thank you din sa mga friends ko sa UST, kay Jay, kay MELVIN na pilit hindi pwedeng makapagdonate ng dugo... hahaha... thank you sa mga classmate ko nung highschool di nyo ko nakalimutan, DARYL, JEN B. and INGRID... sa mga nagtext thank's din...thank you din kay JEP at HAZEL sa pagbalik... thank you sa mga nagdasal para sakin... namiss ko kayo guys sobra...

of course how can i forget mga bestfriends ko, dito ko talaga napatunayan kung sino mga nagmamahal sakin... sounds corny but true... CARLA, thank you so much sa pag-aalaga sakin... you're really like our 2nd mom na sa barkada natin... at sa pag-aasikaso sa mga dapat asikasuhin... VISAM thank you sa bananas at cake... hahaha... pilit naming inubos yun dahil purgang purga na rin ako sa saging na binibigay ng hosp... MARC thank you sa filipino ko... thank you sa pagpunta niyo palagi para patawanin ako kahit papano... you're like my sis and bros na... buti pa kau may malasakit sakin... thank you din kay RAP sa pagbisita... to be honest, naiinis ako sa mga pinsan ko!!! buti pa si kuya JERRY nagpunta at my daladala pang otap... hahaha... sa mga pinsan ko, buti pa mga clasmates at mga kaibigan ko nagawang bumisita... kayo pa man din ang iniexpect ko na pumunta man lang pero wala kayo, ni text wala... nakakalungkot lang isipin... masama loob ko sa inyo! no excuses! :'<
thank you sa ate car ko na nagbantay sakin the first night sa hosp and sa pag-aalaga sakin nung nasa hauz pa tau, to ate cris and kuya roehl... to my dad na kahit malayo still worrying about me... and syempre to my mom na nakasama ko sa hosp sa mga gabi na di ako makatulog... and syempre thank you kay God for helping me carry my burdens... oh diba...

am i being OA? i don't think so... sa haba ng entry ko ngayon, i really don't think sooo... hahaha... kaw kaya maDENGUE... hahaha... don't dare to... babala ko sa inyo, mag-INGAT sa lamok... wakokoko...

sa UST hosp, minsan masarap ang pagkain, minsan naman nakakasuka dahil walang lasa, minsan din naman ay parating lugaw na lang... wahuhuhu... eto lang siguro ang siguradong masarap sa UST hosp, maraming nagaattend sakin na nurses, medtechs, at mga resident doctors... may cute nga na gurl na nurse eh... bait pa... hahaha... actually, inaantay ko palagi bumisita yung isang residednt doctor ko, cute kc... nyajajaja... bait pa... nakakatwa....

sorry sa pag-aalala sa mga nag-alala... sa mga malayo sakin pero nagawa pa rin magtext thank's a lot...

eto lang masasabi ko, it's really hard to get dengue and be confined... you're like in prison can't go out... and your body like a wilted plant... nyajajaja... you can really see who those persons you can count on to in times you're in great need... i don't believe to what they say blood is thicker than water... darn...

another sad thing for me, i'm not allowed to eat and drink anything dark till i get really well! and the best example is chocolates! holy cow isn't it?! how am i going to eat my ferreros? grrr...
so long... i wanna go home sa province nah... and go straight to baguio with my ate atz... hahaha... sana payagan ako ni mom ko...